how stupid i am??? ohh.. VERY.... *6 thumbs up*

I was too stupid.
& how I was too stupid.
very stupid...
and too loved my own stupidity.
love with how stupid and foolish soluble in any sense that way too stupid.
among many ways to realize that feelings and act stupid and still chose the most stupid way to do.
and punished myself with stupid way.
why ignorance was piled high and mounting a heap of stupidity for stupidity?

I was too stupid to love.
and very stupid to realize with how I was love him.
how much longer this ignorance will be nesting in my soul.
and it took how long this folly will take root and become increasingly difficult to remove crust later.
stupidity with my own trouble & with the way that I love you...

*akasia 560 days over, and today i realize that no love again from him for me..., never!!*

"...now i must wave goodbye, wave goodbye... cause i don't want to cry again..." *ms - KoC*

We sit and watch umbrellas fly, I'm trying to keep my newspaper dry
I hear myself say,
"My boat's leaving now"
...so we shake hands and cry
Now I must wave goodbye, wave goodbye....

You know I don't want to cry again..
I'll never see your face again..., I don't want to cry again...

We leave to their goodbyes, I've come to depend on the look in their eyes..
My blood's sweet for pain, The wind and the rain brings back words of a song
And they say wave goodbye, wave goodbye...

...so I read to myself
A chance of a lifetime to see new horizons on the front page
A black and white picture of manhattan skyline

*by KoC*
my 681 days across the island & 559 days nest on the trees

Hujan Bulan Juni

HUJAN BULAN JUNI

tak ada yang lebih tabah
dari hujan bulan juni
dirahasiakannya rintik rindunya
kepada pohon berbunga itu

tak ada yang lebih bijak
dari hujan bulan juni
dihapusnya jejak-jejak kakinya
yang ragu-ragu di jalan itu

tak ada yang lebih arif
dari hujan bulan juni
dibiarkannya yang tak terucapkan
diserap akar pohon bunga itu


poems by SDD

***

rainfall of june

there's nothing more patient than rainy months of June
keep secret longing patter to the flowering trees that

there's no more wiser than rainy months of June
elimination of the traces of its feet hesitant on that road

there's nothing is more sensible than rainy months of June
let the unspoken absorbed by the roots of trees that flower

a little girl

there was a little girl across a drizzle
in her right hand shaking umbrellas
waved her left hand crying
at the edge of the meadow there was a tree and a bird

gadis kecil - SDD

put minimal on my june wish list...

setelah sekian lama tak melakukan aktivitas "belanja jendela"...
saat kemarin hujan datang menghampiri ku putuskan terbang mencari sejumput tontonan dan membasahi mata yang kekeringan hiburran ini...

apadaya waktu yang berdetak tetap menuntut menunggu.
hal yang akhirnya membuatku terbang dan menghinggapi gerai minimal...
dan kemudian ku temukan dia disana...
and it fit on my body..
damn!!
so great on me!!
but too expensive for buy now...
i don't have enough money for it
maybe someday..
tapi bahagia telah mencobanya...
yihaa.......

***

after so long haven't out for window shopping activities...
yesterday when the rain came I decided to fly over to find a pinch of spectacle and moistened the eyes of the drought this entertainment ...

what resources are ticking time continue to demand waiting.
thing that finally made me fly and alight minimal outlets ...
, and then I found it there ...
and it fit on my body ..
damn!
so great on me!
but too expensive for buy now ...
i don't have enough money for it
maybe someday ..
but i'm happy to have a try ...
yihaa .......


*enough reason to put it on as my june wish list this year ^_^*

like who care....??

siapa bilang aku pernah mencintaimu dengan hati?
kamu salah...
aku mencintaimu dengan kaki yang terus berlari bersama hari...

"How wonderful meetings between human beings as human beings, not as being controlled by all the attributes of social and religious dogma in restraint of humanity .."






*akasia 670 days across the island*

Let it Be... * like they care aja siih???*

my 669 days across the island...
my 547 days on the tree...
and here i am right now on my starting point!
mommelavista, so sorry for this inconvinience situation.
for godsake, i do it for Ai...
...and for those who have graciously return the favor on behalf of my father who had died..,
like you all care about the pain...
survived to laugh, I hope you're all be happy about it..!!
LET IT BE..!!!

*i think my dad crying in his grave*


When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Yeah, There will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, yeah let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me.
Shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
There will be no sorrow

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, yeah let it be.
There will be and answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, yeah let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.